I'm kinda, "Meh, whatever." The season is so long, so logically there will be peaks and valleys. If they win, great! The team I follow is successful. If they suck, well. I have no control so I let it go pretty easily.
I used to be a Superfan, but realized that kind of emotional investment was detrimental to my relationships with my family/friends.
I would really internalize each pitch, out, run, win and loss. It must have sucked to be around me after a loss or a bad season. I dunno. I'd have to ask my ex-wife.
One consistent throughout the years has been the overwhelming negativity on this board to daily trials and tribulations of the team. Can't say that I love it, but I do sorta understand. I gotta say though, it's like a damn soap opera around here. Conspiracies, back-room deals, megalomaniacs, Sociopaths, wunderkinds, backstabbing. Weird.