Thanks DR......for making me tear up. This really took me down memory lane.
I still see very vividly my wife being taken from the house and placed in the van. I was horrified when I realized that there were other bodies in the van as well. I thought she deserved better than that.
October sucks. Your wife, October 3rd, my wife October 9th and my fiancee lost her husband October 25. October is not a rip roaring time for us.
Keep your chin up bud.