I would like to apologise

[tdawg87]

First off, I'm not myself in the political forum. I'm a moody, emotional, whiney dick. Yes, I have mental issues, everyone here knows about it so I won't get into it. But I am not going to use that as an excuse for my behavior here. 

I want to apologise to @Lhalo because I have called him stupid names like an angry fat, douche. I'm sorry, Larry. It started off as ribbing but it turned into far more than that. It's hypocritical that I call out KC for his homophobic BS and then call you a fag or c*nt or whatever. It's childish. I have no issue with you, I really don't. But I act like I do. And there's no reason for it. Yes I am fucked up on meds but I'm not a psycho who can't control himself. Going to that excuse again is dumb and lazy. I'm sorry. I truly am.

I also want to apologise to angelinkc. I pretty much got him banned for behavior that I myself do just as much if not more. @Lhalo called me out on it and he is right. If he gets unbanned I won't make a stink about it. Why would I? I got favorable treatment and that's not fair. I don't know who KC is, whether he's an alt account or not. Regardless, it's my fault he was banned. That's manipulative and childish.

As for @Chuckster70, I'm not sure I want to apologise to you. Calling me "insane" was a legit trigger (you can laugh at that) because I hear it in my real life and it hurts because I'm trying my best to not be "insane". However, I can see how my behavior here could be interpreted as such. I do appreciate that you have created the best Angels forum on the internet. I also appreciate that you appear to be a pretty cool person in real life. But given the state of the country and politics and all that, we clearly can not have any civil discourse. I don't care. I don't want to talk politics with you and I know the feeling is mutual. Btw I see you took away my ad free privilege so the site is almost impossible to use. But that's your choice this is your forum. I'm not sure why you'd do that unless it's costing you money. Regardless of everything, don't shut the political forum down. I think this is a toxic place but I add to that so I can't criticize. I'm going to stay away because I don't think I'm wanted here. My behavior certainly calls for that. I've called you the same before, so I will admit my hypocrisy on that subject. I will just leave it at that. 

I'm usually a chill, easy going guy who likes to rib and toe the line but here I'm just... Not myself. I take things far too seriously and act like a child when someone says something I disagree with. So in that sense, I can't be here.

So basically, I need to get my shit together. Whatever I'm going through in my personal life shouldn't be spilling into AW or on other posters. I'm really sorry, to everyone. While I won't excuse my behavior with "meds" or whatever the fuck, I'm not doing ok right now.

Some of you won't bother to read all this so I'll summarize: 

I've been a dick here and I'm sorry. Here are some boobs:

[Lhalo]

I lose my shit sometimes on here too. Wish you nothing but the best @tdawg87. 

[gotbeer]

Sounds like a case of the Mondays.

Everything is all good Tdawg.  I'm still going to make you into my gaming partner when you turn into a zombie..  

 

[Blarg]

The wall of words were unnecessary since you did post this.

[St1ck]

 

[Lou]

Started reading at boobs. 

[tdawg87]

Also, @Chuckster70 really? 

[Adam]

Love you dawg

[Lou]

Like like you dawg 

[Blarg]

20 minutes ago, tdawg87 said:

So basically, I need to get my shit together. Whatever I'm going through in my personal life shouldn't be spilling into AW or on other posters.

What is going on in your personal life is exactly why you should post here because, as you know, we are the next best thing to having Dr.Phil on speed dial. We listen, then tell you you're being a twat and we all move on. 

[St1ck]

1 minute ago, tdawg87 said:

Also, @Chuckster70 really? 

You still have 30% screen space. Stop your bitching. 

[m0nkey]

Love that Adam gave a troll reaction 

[Stradling]

1 minute ago, calscuf said:

You have to post a pic of someone giving love to a fat person if you say that. AW bylaws at this point. 

Or a picture of a guys boner and his dog

[Catwhoshatinthehat]

9 minutes ago, gotbeer said:

Sounds like a case of the Mondays.

 

[Jason]

It's nice to come here and call some a fag or c*nt in regards to politics. These are things we want to say to people in person but can't as we might get punched in the mouth. We like you here tdawg 

[Make Angels Great Again]

I hope things get better for you TDawg.

[Make Angels Great Again]

Also, vote Joe Kenney.

[Blarg]

3 minutes ago, calscuf said:

You have to post a pic of someone giving love to a fat person if you say that. AW bylaws at this point. 

[tdawg87]

I don't mind the fat jokes. I am fat and make fun of myself for it constantly.

However it is an issue, especially now. If I got Covid I'd be in ICU. It's 100% something I'm working on and am hoping to lose 180 pounds (yes, I'm serious) by 2022. If I don't start I'm going to have serious health issues on top of the mental ones.

I've been lucky so far. But that's going to run out as I get closer to 40. I'm done being this way.

[tdawg87]

3 minutes ago, Blarg said:

This was my greatest contribution to the forum.

[Lou]

Just now, tdawg87 said:

This was my greatest contribution to the forum.

I liked that one joke you made about gays. 

When I get a minute, I'll try to find it.

[Adam]

4 minutes ago, tdawg87 said:

I don't mind the fat jokes. I am fat and make fun of myself for it constantly.

However it is an issue, especially now. If I got Covid I'd be in ICU. It's 100% something I'm working on and am hoping to lose 180 pounds (yes, I'm serious) by 2022. If I don't start I'm going to have serious health issues on top of the mental ones.

I've been lucky so far. But that's going to run out as I get closer to 40. I'm done being this way.

I’ll do it with you

[Adam]

Wet

[Blarg]

9 minutes ago, tdawg87 said:

This was my greatest contribution to the forum.

I agree.

You peaked too soon. 

[tdawg87]

5 minutes ago, Blarg said:

I agree.

You peaked too soon. 

True. Nowhere to go but down from there.

And i like going down.

Ladies....